in random bits and pieces... sort of like my heart...
"...I feel like I'm wasting so much time when I'm not talking to you. I seriously just like wait for you to come online, and it just makes me happy. just thinking about it makes me happy.
if I'm your ray of sunshine, you're my everything.
friendship is just as important as love, if not more important.
you're the only one that makes me happy, not a fake emotion anymore.
...and we can stay out late and watch the stars and hold eachother and it will be really fun.
be my one to end the search because my searching is done and it has ended with you.
you are the epitome of happiness. your note was the best part of my day.
honey you, are my shinning star, dont you go away.
I will hold you so you do not fall, or we can fall together. and I will take the hit to the ground so you do not get hurt. "
so that's that. maybe I should just die now. I'd rather die then have to see your smile.